However it has been a fairly strucktured mess and caos.
What me and my family has been doing has been following
( Here's what's happened... )
- Mood:
and sleepy! - Music:Hans Zimmer - Jack Sparrow
I'll be moving out to my very own place this weekend. Am in the mist of packing, but as the computer addict I simply had to take a break to be on for a few moments today, or I would have gone more nuts than I already have been.
I've gotten 6 boxes at least packed, and a batch of laundry in the cleaning process and will tomorrow order paint for mom and dad to pick up tomorrow, and will also buy a coffeemachine and a small radio.
And on Friday and Saturday I will be painting walls. And work on Friday.
But coming this weekend I will be highly afk. No computers at all! Gasp!
The moving will happen on Sunday, and I am not sure if I will have internet access due Sunday/Monday. Or even in worst case this coming week.
So yeah, I will be afk, but at least now you all will know why ;)
Until next time!
- Mood:
Oi Vey...
Ok..so I decided to do something about my boredom and restlessness...I've followed one of my plants (the leafy one :p ) which I've gotten shots from dad.
They've grown and today I decided to plant them...and did a small collage of the all 3( ! ) plants I got which has survived my handling and oh-so-green *cough* thumb (but I'm learning! Just you wait...by the time I'm 60+ I might have succseeded to grow a smaller garden by the window ;) What? I'm just realistic.).
Click the photo to get a larger version of this small collage. It started with the big palmlike plant, then the clingy thing which I NEARLY killed by over watering it...lost 3 out of 4 roots there...but 1/4th did survive and is gathering it's wits :p The leafy, gras like plant thingy I've no name on is very popular to eat by my cats but I hooope that I'll be able to keep them away from this one... *pout*
- Mood: Look ma! I did something!
- Music:Meatloaf - Let me sleep on it!
Why is it that it's nearly always the sundays that are the moste dull of days?
As of now there are quite a few things planned. I need to do quite a lot in barely 3 weeks of time...and now it just feels as if I'm merely waiting.
It sucks I tell you. Especially with my at times reaally scaringly low patience.
Here's the list of what's to come:
- * Pack and go through the basement after my things so they will crowd my basement and not mom and dads...
- * Buy white paint, and find out if I need waterbased or oilbased ground colour. And decide on which types of greens I want in my living room and sleepingarea...
- * By a new sofa, desk and things for the bathroom and kitchen.
- * Learn how to sew Amigurumi (Crocheting) (say THAT three times drunk... ^^; ) - cause it seems like it will give both my brainhalfs a challange. As well as test my patience XD
- * Figure out how much a skylift costs to rent for an hour or so. Cause I have a feeling that I'll be needing one if I'm supposed to get heavy furnitures 3 stairs up without an elevator.
- * Finish my scrapbooking like project which I've had ongoing for 3 years or so now ^^; (What... haven't you notice? I procrastinate everything - even fun things like WoW....)
- * Pick up WoW-ing again and not slack...
- * Figure out what to do with my current restlessness that's settled.
- * Probably something else which I've yet to figure out...
And just guh... most of these things I simply can't do yet....And I think THAT's what is giving me the most restlessness of all...and here's a quick doodle thing I did early this morning 'cause I was too bored to get to sleep even if I had to (but I DID get up at 6AM to reset the dryerfan in the laundry part of this building so it'd dry my laundry :p I should unpack it too but uuugh....)...
Yes....I've realised I'm currently suffering a severe case of boredomeness and restlessness at the same time...yikes! ^^;
- Mood:
...... - Music:AC/DC - Whole lotta Rosie
I've realised something. I've accomplished a heck lot more during these first parts of the summer than I have in a loong time.
That's a pretty good and for me inspiring feeling.
And this might actually be one of the shortest posts yet as I'm fixing lunch/dinner at the same time.
The Accomplishments are:
* Gotten through a pretty damn scary moment evolving my brother which in the end has been a good thing. We're stronger and closer now as a family than ever before.
* I've been close to loosing work, yet not close enough as I still have it ;) (YAY and PHEW! )
* I've lost 6 KG, am now on 70,5 KG! OMG! 5 KG away from MY part time goal weight o.o
* I've looked for an appartment, found one appartment, and the final stage of the final contract and money exchange will be happening the 11/9 2009!! :D *bounces with a in-love-gaze*
* Learnt how to cook quite a lot of things
* Grown quite a lot in my parents eyes. Mom's words was "Yes, you've always been growing, but now you've grown. You will always be our little girl, but at the same time our big girl too." Those words made me quite proud for some reason. And makes me fuzzy like inside in a good way.
....
Okay so much for the short post...but still! Compared to the other posts..well..it's all relative ;)
Hope you guys had a good summer as well!
- Mood: accomplished
Right!
I figured I would write and tell you, whomever is following this journal, that I've actually done it!
I am finally owning my own place!
Of course, dad's part owner (to according the contract 1/10 of the appartment and I the rest of the 9/10th's.) YAY! I'm totaly in love with the place. And I've yet to even move in to it! The owner whom has the place now need to get her things out of there, and out of the storage and deep clean the place, then at the latest 11/9 (yes, yes, good date I know *eyeroll* but, it's the latest due date they gave me and since I'm in nearly no hurry, besides the general longing and so, I accepted it.) when more contracts is signed and the rest of the money is payed and I move in (all done very legally and to the book I might add, don't even think anything less.), THEN I can start buying the white ground paint and start slopping it to the walls and start to live in the place...and trying to settle on colours that both I want and actually fit the appartment. The best part? She's got the walls coloured 2006 or so! :D So no annoying tapestry needs to be removed! YAY!
And guh....am constantly finding myself jumping to IKEA and browsing through their sofa's...*whimper* Only got to actually buy plates and the small things, a microwave and a dishwasher for the kitchen (don't need to replace the kitchen appliance's as they were changed 2008 and 2006 and comes with the appartment :D ), a new desk and sofa, towels and possibly shelfs for the closets. Not much in other words.
As for the rest as bookshelfs, tv-table etc I'm gonna get from various family members (gods that makes me feel spoiled and incredibly lucky! I'm not spoiled in reality (I mean, I'm 26 and NOW am finaly able economically to move out for crying out loud!). The rumour of me moving out has spread to them thanks to mom and dad, my grandmother said to me roughly that "you, my dad and mother can one day when it's nearing the move come over, go down to the basement and then you can pick out whatever furniture you want from the furniture down there." My face was litterally: o_O when I heard her say that. Granny knows I've been eyeing at least one of the furnitures (don't know what it's called in english) for litteraly ages, and sure it's a bit whobbly now, but a few bults and whatnot and it hopefully will handle a cat or two :)
As for the other of my closest family members (my uncle on dad's side and his 'new' wife) has had an dinnertable and belonging chairs standing in their basement and they've been unable to decide what to do with it (as they've gotten a new one), so they figured that I might as well get it o_O And with these offers grandma and my uncle did I have saved what feels like a TON of money. oO I'll even be able to keep a buffert for emergencies like sick pets or me needing a hospital or such.
Life's been moving so fast so it's insane!
It feels as if I'm barely keeping up with it, am working evening shift again, and thanks to my teamleader on my dayshift as well to another person at work and myself talking with the higher up bosses I've been told that sometime during week 32 or 33 I'm gonna be told if I can get back to eveningshift! There's only ONE person that needs to decide to that and the others speaking for me has even come up with a plan! :D
But...I also know how my works system can be at times, so until I get a straight answer I don't dare get my hopes up too much yet. But it'd be soooo nice to be rid of waking 4:20 AM in the morning! I feel more like myself now than in a long, long time...
Sorry for the crapload of text ;) AGAIN!
I promice though one thing.
When I do get access to my place I DO promice that there'll be a new section of this blogg.
It's tag's name? "Appartment" and "Decorating" etc :p
And loads of photos and ideas for it! Beware and be afraid! It might even be more of that than the slashcavalcade called f and c -list ;)
And now!
Nighty night and this is all for this time!
<3
And as for HP - HBP...I will say this:
Besides a few things which I missed I can say: FINALLY a Harry Potter movie worth watching! Though not neaaarly enough Drarry situations and obssessions....though Ron DID amuse me greatly for once!
- Mood: bored
It's been a relaxing four days, despite the fact that the bed I had was extremly uncomfortable. It had a massive bump in the middle of it, and it only came semi-comfortable when one had the arse in the middle of said bump or hole might be a better description. I think the floor, which were typical London old building - turned Hotell floor, caused the bed to lean towards the left so it constantly felt as if one was falling down, but despite that I was usually tired enough to fall asleep fast. :)
( Lots of text... )
( Image cavalcade ahead! )
- Mood: bored
But...this is the last post for today...I hope. Fear a bored Nea!
And here's the crappy mouse-coloured version of the packlist-me.
I didn't colour the hair cause a simple reason; It's difficult to colour with a computer mouse! Whomever claims diffrently is either a liar or don't know his or her's own good!
Hope I didn't blind anyone! XD
- Mood:
moody - Music:Queen - Father to son
Once more the procrastination is rearing it's ugly head and giving me ideas such as "I wonder how many SATA cables I got left and if they're enough to place in a harddisk in my chassi..." instead of packing....of course that means I'd have to turn off the computer first...oh the horror! Can one really DO that???
And another thing that I got the urge for - drawing! But I'm all out of blank notepads to doodle on! I just got striped blocks! Scary that.
I should start packing, I really should. I already have done the checkup list and doodled a me-sketch which are wondering if I've forgotten something, so I don't have that excuse. And I should go to Solna C and pick out a shirt...and and and...I'm sitting here being lazy and procrastinating.
And here's my packing list for London 2009. (yes. The trip has gotten a name :p )
Done in ink only and no presketching hence why the lips looks a bit off as does the eyes (I NEVER wear blue eyeshadow but had to cover my misstakes somehow XD )
And yes, I did write it in Swedish and I won't translate :p
That's all for now I think....I really ought to get off the computer and do those things that I need to do...but ugh ... *laaazy*
Perhaps another cup of coffee will get my butt going...
- Music:Crow Soundtrack - It can't Rain all the time
And I don't know why it bugs me either, could I've gotten a craving for Raspberries and this is the only way my mind is able to tell me? Seriously, if it is, it couldn't have picked a worse time of the year to get cravings for raspberries, they're expensive like hell and rather tasteless to boost. *sigh* Guess I'll have to wait another month untill they're cheap and good enough. And suffer until then...unless the fruit shop is still around in London when I get there on sunday...it'll be the first place I'm gonna try and refound! Their fruit sallads were just the bliss of yummyness!
And there won't be any more updates this week untill at least thursday/friday....due mentioned London-Trip I'm going on with mom.
And this time I MUST get to Portobello Road! And possibly Camdens as well.
Heard it's the best places to shop while there :p
Until then!
*waves*
- Mood: annoyed
I sure do hope I can get rid of it by tomorrow, while I do have work, I simply do not want loose money over a cold guh.
So, other than whining over my cold (okay, it's not the end of the earth, but it sure is damn annoying to have it; which in turn makes me cranky like hell. ), I've visited the pharmacy today to get some cold-medicine among other things...so I've at least gotten some semi-fresh air.
And it's soon gonna start raining!! :D
That's always some good news, and would explain why I've not gotten rid of my ever there headache. But yes. Rain is on it's way. Realised that when I got out and sweated like a hippo, looked up and saw huge rainclouds!
It's more than needed and at least for me muchly welcome (well....I would however be greatful that it didn't start at 4:00-6:00am but still). It's welcome cause for once I got an fitting raincoat that's not too ugly that I've been itching to use. :p
But other than me whining something else has happened - something most people, including my family, has gotten a decent make over and, and, ORDER! YES! Me, mom, dad and my brother moved around the furniture yesterday - took us an hour to get things in place due the fact that we didn't argue at eachother like we normally do :p and then the rest of the day to place everything back into the room....and it fits! It's order! Finally a decoration that I love, and will keep for sure and that actually makes sense!
Here's the pictures (some might be a bit blury but the best I could do) that proofs my claims!
The picture with the stones are supposed to be hung over the snakepit, but other than that...I can hardly believe this is MY room.
I definitely am satisfied with the end result.
- Mood:
cold - Music:The Cardigans & Tom Jones - Burning down the house
#AFEEEE |
Your dominant hues are green and blue. You're smart and you know it, and want to use your power to help people and relate to others. Even though you tend to battle with yourself, you solve other people's conflicts well. Your saturation level is low - You stay out of stressful situations and advise others to do the same. You may not be the go-to person when something really needs done, but you know never to blow things out of proportion. Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything. |
Enjoy ;)
Fits fairly well with my persona.
I'm usually the calm, happy, chatty person, but tend to at times have my lows and be extremly anti-social, though they're semi short and blows over quickly enough (luckily, being depressed is something I highly disslike in myself.).
And now I shall try and settle on a movie to watch :p
Tricky that...might actually *gasp* watch a HP movie (Usually prefers the books! )and ignore my itching paws on my leg that has been re-inked. Guh the itchiing! The itching after a tattoo is definitely the worst part of a tattoo.
- Music:Klaus Badelt - Will and Elisabeth
Despite everything that's happened irl, and that's kept me from sticking to my usual routine (waking, working, socialising, internet, sleeping and meals in between with some differences etc.), I still seem to find myself having boosts of inspiration and the urge to DO something about it. Usually it's everything from doodling, taking a photo or re-arrange the heaaaavy furniture in my room. (Which WILL be doing tomorrow. )
Then there are times when my inspiration kicks in for the bigger things. Like "Hmm...it would be nice to change tapestry in my room...buut..." or the urge to buy green paint and a smallish brush and paint wall decoration on the walls in our family's smaller bathroom (which I know the rest of the family don't have anything against as they're as tired of the white walls in there as I am). Lately the bathroom-decoration urge has become stronger. Strong enough to actually surf around for ideas of WHAT do paint there. And now I think I know what to do.
The floortiles are lightblue, so therefor I think I will paint plants hanging down towards the floor (I've no idea what it's called in english). Which will require three types of green to give it some depth.
Might talk mom and dad into sponsoring the colour (since it's THEIR appartment). But I simply feel the need to do SOMETHING other than what I normally do. Even played with the idea of skydiving (tandem. ) but well...I'm not THAT far into boredom yet XD
But.
Here's the list of what I plan to do with my new found inspiration to draw and paint and decorate.
* Clean room
*Place things in boxes so I can, with help, move around furnitures.
*Put things in places and make it less caos looking but more personal than it is now.
*Learn bird anatomy and draw a flying blue tit (The BIRD! no pervy thoughts there people ;) ) and a leaf.
*Paint the plantylike things in the tiny bathroom so it won't be so much white.
* Learn sewing properly.
And the not so decorating and paint-related.
* Learn my new mobile (ericsson W595 - LOVE!! ) that I got since my Ericsson K800i stopped working (Returned my Samsung i900 Omnia - DO NOT BUY IT! It's not worth the money.)
* Make sure the refilling of my tattoo (my skin and body had eaten a LOT of ink so it looked 5 years old and not 6 months and 5 days (now 6days) old. =) Hope it'll be noticeable. (the tattooing felt a liiiittle bit more now since my tattooist used a smaller needle since there was no lineart making)).
*Count the days to when I start temporarily work evening shift again and try to get a permanent place in that shift instead of 6:00am-11:30am(plus one day to 15:15).
*Actually DO the plans that I plan to do and not procrastinate the crap out of them :p
- Mood: and inspirational.
Am posting this quickly just before a TV-program I want to see, and after that I'll be heading for bed...Am exhausted, my feet hurts and I feel generally drained. BUT I've found out what "side" I'll be working on during the weeks 28-33 (YES!! EVENINGSHIFT!! = Sleep and RP Time! you've been warned ;) ) and had to walk around quite a bit to find that out, but most of my old teamleaders (besides those whom were tired enough to not notice other people around them ^^; ) seemed pretty happy that I'd be back on their side, which I STILL think of MY side as well...despite that I've been working dayshift now for the longest of time...ugh...wanna sleep and not go up at 4-4:30am...groan!
*Longs for the now confirmed weeks 28-33*
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- Location:Hoome. Soon infront of the Telly.
- Mood:
Zzzzz.... - Music:The Proclaimers - I'm gonna be
Hope you all are doing good so far, not arguing with family members too much and if you're in sweden, enjoys the gorgeous weather we got going on here! =)
And is eating lots of candy (and taking the meds if ye're diabetic's ) and eggs!
I've also, on a side note, realised how good it was that I got my toothissues fixed! I'll never skip on an appointment anymore simply cause I enjoy being able to eat chocolate and other candy without it aching! :D
It's a bliss I tell you!
On another side note:
MY STATIONARY IS BACK!! :D
Yay!
tho I still need a desk with storage abilities for my tiny room, but it'll come, in the mean time I'll just have to sit crosslegged and kill my knees ^^;
Take care, enjoy the sun while it last, don't forget the sunscreen and eat lots of candy! :D
(as I've obviously have ;) )
*waves* to next post!
~ Nea
- Music:Bon Jovi - Tokyo Road
It was apparently not only the RAM cards but after a while it seems as if the harddrive kind off crashed...oups....
So now I've been annoying my snake, downloaded Vista codec pack, divx, vlc and so on...am now updating WOW so I'll be able to play that one on a 22" screen again instead of a tiny laptop...but YAY!!!
I got my stationary darling Hatter back!
YESH!
*happy nearly hyped dance*
- Mood:
YAY! - Music:they've coming to take me away ahaha hihi hoho!
- Music:Hans Zimmer - Jack Sparrow
Today, around 12:30-13:00, I actually seated myself in the driver's seat and done what millions of people have done before me...I DROVE a frigging car!
Without crashing!
Well..I did make a few misstakes here and there, that's expected, but ma said that over all it went well, and after I'd calmed myself down (I was prolly more freaked than she was after I'd done my first turn ), I have decided to continue to learn how to master a car!
I have to say, I had expected myself to behave something like Barney did in "How I met your mother" (if you whom read this have seen that show and episode)...but not quite as badly. Even if I did slam on the break once...or twice. But that's okay, as our repair guy has given ma an direct order of "USE those breaks a LOT more often!" The reason for that would be if she don't they'll rust faster than if we do slam on the breaks. XD
But yes. It's happened.
I, Nea, Have driven a car for the first time in my life.
And it will happen moore often from now on. I plan on annoy ma with it at least every weekend. :p
- Mood: accomplished
- Music:Janet - Feedback
Artist: Me
Rating: R
Fandom: Harry Potter
Pairing: Charlie Weasley/Lucius Malfoy
Warnings: Slash, AU, Uncharactistically behaving Lucius.
Notes: Got the urge to draw Lucius getting to have some pleasurable time with Charlie. I still ain't sure whom exactly is topping whom, but Lucius sure seems to have an awfull good time I'd say XD Drew this while being annoyed at my computer and while listening to some Corvux Corax :p
Disclaimer: I only own the drawing that will someday get finished. I don't own Lucius and Charlie, they belong to JK Rowling and associates. I just borrow them at times for my own amusement ;) No money's being made at all.
Teaser:
( The bigger picture. )
- Music:Corvus Corax - Sanyogita
* Pringles - Grill chips
* Cup of coffee
* Original Helosan
* Cheramic cat that one places a candle in.
* Plants
( To tha questions! )
- Mood: Bouncy!
