's right! I'm back from London, and once more I've had a great time while being there. 
It's been a relaxing four days, despite the fact that the bed I had was extremly uncomfortable. It had a massive bump in the middle of it, and it only came semi-comfortable when one had the arse in the middle of said bump or hole might be a better description. I think the floor, which were typical London old building - turned Hotell floor, caused the bed to lean towards the left so it constantly felt as if one was falling down, but despite that I was usually tired enough to fall asleep fast. :)
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( Image cavalcade ahead! )

Okay...I ought to stop spamming my own journal and actually PACK!

But...this is the last post for today...I hope. Fear a bored Nea! 

And here's the crappy mouse-coloured version of the packlist-me. 


I didn't colour the hair cause a simple reason; It's difficult to colour with a computer mouse! Whomever claims diffrently is either a liar or don't know his or her's own good! 

Hope I didn't blind anyone! XD 

I should be packing, yet I'm doing everything but...
Once more the procrastination is rearing it's ugly head and giving me ideas such as "I wonder how many SATA cables I got left and if they're enough to place in a harddisk in my chassi..." instead of packing....of course that means I'd have to turn off the computer first...oh the horror! Can one really DO that???


And another thing that I got the urge for - drawing! But I'm all out of blank notepads to doodle on! I just got striped blocks! Scary that. 

I should start packing, I really should. I already have done the checkup list and doodled a me-sketch which are wondering if I've forgotten something, so I don't have that excuse. And I should go to Solna C and pick out a shirt...and and and...I'm sitting here being lazy and procrastinating. 


And here's my packing list for London 2009. (yes. The trip has gotten a name :p )


Done in ink only and no presketching hence why the lips looks a bit off as does the eyes (I NEVER wear blue eyeshadow but had to cover my misstakes somehow XD ) 

And yes, I did write it in Swedish and I won't translate :p

That's all for now I think....I really ought to get off the computer and do those things that I need to do...but ugh ... *laaazy*
Perhaps another cup of coffee will get my butt going...

Lately, or more the last week, I've had the two words "Raspberry Swing" on my mind. Why? I've absolutely no idea! 
And I don't know why it bugs me either, could I've gotten a craving for Raspberries and this is the only way my mind is able to tell me? Seriously, if it is, it couldn't have picked a worse time of the year to get cravings for raspberries, they're expensive like hell and rather tasteless to boost. *sigh* Guess I'll have to wait another month untill they're cheap and good enough. And suffer until then...unless the fruit shop is still around in London when I get there on sunday...it'll be the first place I'm gonna try and refound! Their fruit sallads were just the bliss of yummyness!

And there won't be any more updates this week untill at least thursday/friday....due mentioned London-Trip I'm going on with mom.
And this time I MUST get to Portobello Road! And possibly Camdens as well.
Heard it's the best places to shop while there :p 
Until then! 

*waves* 
 

Yes, I've gotten a slight cold on my hands, or rather throat annoyingly enough. And this was supposed to be my day off, well it is, but I hadn't planned on spending it coughing up lungs. ^^; 

  I sure do hope I can get rid of it by tomorrow, while I do have work, I simply do not want loose money over a cold guh. 
So, other than whining over my cold (okay, it's not the end of the earth, but it sure is damn annoying to have it; which in turn makes me cranky like hell. ), I've visited the pharmacy today to get some cold-medicine among other things...so I've at least gotten some semi-fresh air. 


And it's soon gonna start raining!! :D
That's always some good news, and would explain why I've not gotten rid of my ever there headache. But yes. Rain is on it's way. Realised that when I got out and sweated like a hippo, looked up and saw huge rainclouds! 
It's more than needed and at least for me muchly welcome (well....I would however be greatful that it didn't start at 4:00-6:00am but still). It's welcome cause for once I got an fitting raincoat that's not too ugly that I've been itching to use. :p 

But other than me whining something else has happened  - something most people, including my family, has gotten a decent make over and, and, ORDER! YES! Me, mom, dad and my brother moved around the furniture yesterday - took us an hour to get things in place due the fact that we didn't argue at eachother like we normally do :p and then the rest of the day to place everything back into the room....and it fits! It's order! Finally a decoration that I love, and will keep for sure and that actually makes sense!

Here's the pictures (some might be a bit blury but the best I could do) that proofs my claims!


The picture with the stones are supposed to be hung over the snakepit, but other than that...I can hardly believe this is MY room. 
I definitely am satisfied with the end result. 

you are paleturquoise #AFEEEE

Your dominant hues are green and blue. You're smart and you know it, and want to use your power to help people and relate to others. Even though you tend to battle with yourself, you solve other people's conflicts well. Your saturation level is low - You stay out of stressful situations and advise others to do the same. You may not be the go-to person when something really needs done, but you know never to blow things out of proportion. Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.

the spacefem.com html color quiz

Enjoy ;)
Fits fairly well with my persona.
I'm usually the calm, happy, chatty person, but tend to at times have my lows and be extremly anti-social, though they're semi short and blows over quickly enough (luckily, being depressed is something I highly disslike in myself.).
And now I shall try and settle on a movie to watch :p
Tricky that...might actually *gasp* watch a HP movie (Usually prefers the books! )and ignore my itching paws on my leg that has been re-inked. Guh the itchiing! The itching after a tattoo is definitely the worst part of a tattoo.

Decisionangst is probably something I for one could live without.

Despite everything that's happened irl, and that's kept me from sticking to my usual routine (waking, working, socialising, internet, sleeping and meals in between with some differences etc.), I still seem to find myself having boosts of inspiration and the urge to DO something about it. Usually it's everything from doodling, taking a photo or re-arrange the heaaaavy furniture in my room. (Which WILL be doing tomorrow. )


Then there are times when my inspiration kicks in for the bigger things. Like "Hmm...it would be nice to change tapestry in my room...buut..." or the urge to buy green paint and a smallish brush and paint wall decoration on the walls in our family's smaller bathroom (which I know the rest of the family don't have anything against as they're as tired of the white walls in there as I am). Lately the bathroom-decoration urge has become stronger. Strong enough to actually surf around for ideas of WHAT do paint there. And now I think I know what to do. 
The floortiles are lightblue, so therefor I think I will paint plants hanging down towards the floor (I've no idea what it's called in english). Which will require three types of green to give it some depth. 
Might talk mom and dad into sponsoring the colour (since it's THEIR appartment). But I simply feel the need to do SOMETHING other than what I normally do. Even played with the idea of skydiving (tandem. ) but well...I'm not THAT far into boredom yet XD 


But. 
Here's the list of what I plan to do with my new found inspiration to draw and paint and decorate. 

* Clean room
*Place things in boxes so I can, with help, move around furnitures.
*Put things in places and make it less caos looking but more personal than it is now.
*Learn bird anatomy and draw a flying blue tit (The BIRD! no pervy thoughts there people ;) ) and a leaf.
*Paint the plantylike things in the tiny bathroom so it won't be so much white.
* Learn sewing properly. 


And the not so decorating and paint-related. 
* Learn my new mobile (ericsson W595 - LOVE!! ) that I got since my Ericsson K800i stopped working (Returned my Samsung i900 Omnia - DO NOT BUY IT! It's not worth the money.)
* Make sure the refilling of my tattoo (my skin and body had eaten a LOT of ink so it looked 5 years old and not 6 months and 5 days (now 6days) old. =) Hope it'll be noticeable. (the tattooing felt a liiiittle bit more now since my tattooist used a smaller needle since there was no lineart making)). 
*Count the days to when I start temporarily work evening shift again and try to get a permanent place in that shift instead of 6:00am-11:30am(plus one day to 15:15).
*Actually DO the plans that I plan to do and not procrastinate the crap out of them :p 
 

Am posting this quickly just before a TV-program I want to see, and after that I'll be heading for bed...Am exhausted, my feet hurts and I feel generally drained. BUT I've  found out what "side" I'll be working on  during the weeks 28-33 (YES!! EVENINGSHIFT!!  = Sleep and RP Time! you've been warned ;) ) and had  to walk around quite a bit to find that out, but most of my old teamleaders (besides those whom were tired enough to not notice other people around them ^^; ) seemed pretty happy that I'd be back on their side, which I STILL think of MY side as well...despite that I've been working dayshift now for the longest of time...ugh...wanna sleep and not go up at 4-4:30am...groan!
*Longs for the now confirmed weeks 28-33*
 
Snatched from: avari_maethor 

FIRE

[ ] You have a short temper.
[] You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[] You are very competitive.
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Happy Easter everyone! 

Hope you all are doing good so far, not arguing with family members too much and if you're in sweden, enjoys the gorgeous weather we got going on here! =)

And is eating lots of candy (and taking the meds if ye're diabetic's ) and eggs! 

I've also, on a side note, realised how good it was that I got my toothissues fixed! I'll never skip on an appointment anymore simply cause I enjoy being able to eat chocolate and other candy without it aching! :D
  It's a bliss I tell you! 

On another side note:


MY STATIONARY IS BACK!! :D
Yay!
tho I still need a desk with storage abilities for my tiny room, but it'll come, in the mean time I'll just have to sit crosslegged and kill my knees ^^;

Take care, enjoy the sun while it last, don't forget the sunscreen and eat lots of candy! :D
(as I've obviously have ;) )

*waves* to next post!
~ Nea  

Got my stationary computer back today!!! :D
It was apparently not only the RAM cards but after a while it seems as if the harddrive kind off crashed...oups....

So now I've been annoying my snake, downloaded Vista codec pack, divx, vlc and so on...am now updating WOW so I'll be able to play that one on a 22" screen again instead of a tiny laptop...but YAY!!!

I got my stationary darling Hatter back!

YESH!
*happy nearly hyped dance* 
 

Whyyy does it have to SNOW again!? I just...really wanted it to be spring right now, this instant. For once in my lifetime, I long for spring and summer. I am usually a winter person, but I like the winter when it's constant. Not as it is now, one week spring, the other snooow. ^^; Just felt like jumping in a whine note :p

It's happened! It's actually happened!

Today, around 12:30-13:00, I actually seated myself in the driver's seat and done what millions of people have done before me...I DROVE a frigging car! 

Without crashing! 
Well..I did make a few misstakes here and there, that's expected, but ma said that over all it went well, and after I'd calmed myself down (I was prolly more freaked than she was after I'd done my first turn ), I have decided to continue to learn how to master a car! 


I have to say, I had expected myself to behave something like Barney did in "How I met your mother" (if you whom read this have seen that show and episode)...but not quite as badly. Even if I did slam on the break once...or twice. But that's okay, as our repair guy has given ma an direct order of "USE those breaks a LOT more often!" The reason for that would be if she don't they'll rust faster than if we do slam on the breaks. XD 

But yes. It's happened.
I, Nea, Have driven a car for the first time in my life.
And it will happen moore often from now on. I plan on annoy ma with it at least every weekend. :p  

Artist: Me
Rating: R
Fandom: Harry Potter
Pairing: Charlie Weasley/Lucius Malfoy
Warnings: Slash, AU, Uncharactistically behaving Lucius.
Notes:  Got the urge to draw Lucius getting to have some pleasurable time with Charlie. I still ain't sure whom exactly is topping whom, but Lucius sure seems to have an awfull good time I'd say XD Drew this while being annoyed at my computer and while listening to some Corvux Corax :p 
Disclaimer: I only own the drawing that will someday get finished. I don't own Lucius and Charlie, they belong to JK Rowling and associates. I just borrow them at times for my own amusement ;) No money's being made at all.

Teaser:

( The bigger picture.  )

O1. Make a list of 5 things you can see:
* Pringles - Grill chips
* Cup of coffee
* Original Helosan
* Cheramic cat that one places a candle in.
* Plants

( To tha questions! )

I am beginning to think that these up at 4 in the morning work shifts are starting to get to me. While it's doable, and I'm surviving, I'm not so sure it's good for my mental health. The ideal time for me to work is really during the evening. On my old schedule. For one, I got enough sleep. I had more over all energy. Sure I have more energy now than I had when I worked 05:30-14:15...but still...it's just *yawn*.

I feel less and less creative lately, and I am fairly sure it got to do with the work. Sure I doodle. Sure, I've actually managed to doodle something that's not standing up, or sitting but laying down and resting and fairly anatomically correct. Still. A challange would be nice.
Just...I really need to figure out what that will keep my focus on for long enough to reaally complete it.

However, something on the bright side. I might've gotten over my fear of people poking around in my mouth (kisses not counted), and am actually looking forward to the 20th March and to have a nice, not infected etc mouth. oO

And! I look forward to next time I'll go swimming! I've discovered that so far 30mins is enough for me so far. It really takes on my underarms and aching ^^;
  Kinda bad, but damn it's good and makes me remember how good it was to swim. Why the hell did I quit swimming in the first place??? I have no idea actually. 

Other than that, I've not much new to report :)
To next time! 
~

Realised I've not been all that truly active here lately. Mostly due laziness and computer issues that I suspect had to do with my old antivirus  Kaspersky. Have now changed to avast! and hopefully it'll both work better with Vista and not screw my computer up more than Kaspersky had done. -.- I'm starting to get WAY too familiar with the Vista systems repair function. -.- Something I did not have to familiarise with when it came to XP...So yeah. I'm hoping that this will take care of the issues.

On other hands, I've been to the dentist this friday to remove the tartar on my upper teeths. Will go back on the 13th to remove it on the lower. (what? I had apparently a bit of it and we had short of time -.- ). But! I found something out! During the years I've not gone to the dentist a lot of things has changed! To the better! oO

I told that I had a fear of people poking around in my mouth with sharp objects (realised that since my last post. It's not the dentists I'm afraid of. It's the poking around I am afraid of, kissing not included in this fear ^^; ), and she asked "want me to put on the numbing salve then?" "HUH?!" was basically my reaction. Afterwards I realised that so far it is the best frigging invention EVER! Sure it felt a bit...but no were NEAR the last time I had removed tartar. I also got some Cordisol to remove the infection I got on my gum. It tastes like hell, but it's soo worth it! In one to two weeks I won't have any infection, my tartar will mostly be removed and by the twenties I will have NO more holes! :D Now that's something to look forward to. Sure it's pricey as hell...but thanks to my savings I'll be able to afford it this month even if I'll be poooooor. But I'd still would much rather spend those money on a new tattoo...but I'll get that as well someday XD 

Here comes the snailphotos! 
( Fear those evil red eyes!  )

What an crazy day! oO

The work hours went by fast - really fast. Barely noted them before they were over and that's rare in it's self, and there seemed to be a bit less post to sort than usual. Perhaps it was cause we got in some of thursday's post (my guess) on wednesday instead.

The traffic to get home...wasn't to play with. Decided to go on the train - cause I had to and wanted to pick up something to eat on my way home. Well there things were in a rush.

Heated and ate in a 30 min or less, and then got ready to leave once more for the dentist appointment I had today.
The thing is however that I've not gone to a dentist since 2002! Have most of the time forgotten completely about it, or simply said "Meh, will call next month/year." Which in turn hasn't happened. ^^; Oups.

Then again...All I got to show for this is two tiny holes, not beginning holes mind, but they've not gone to the root and some cleaning up to do. oO Had nearly expected at least one root canale filling or well something more difficult from FIVE years of missed appointments. I can't lie and say I take care of the teeths exemplary...but well. Apparently I do something right for them not to fall off XD

So now I got another appointment for some holefixing, and a dentalhygenist (sloppily translated from the swedish title) to see in march. I'm nervous yes. But not as much as I should or was.
But it made me realise something.

I'd much rather place me under the needle again and get a couple more tattoo's than visit the dentist again.
Going to the dentist is kinda one of those necessary evils that goes around.

It's painfull, is scary, you do not want to, yet have to and it frigging hurts like hell if there's an drilling and poking around.
Yupp. A new tattoo is a LOT less scary than a dentist appointment. Unfortunately, after the upcoming dentist's appointments I won't afford my other planned tattoo until autumn *sigh* 

And yes, on a side note. I do realise I've forgotten to update the table on the stepcounting. I do have them written on a piece somewhere and will put them on there when my attentionspan runs high enough. And I've forgotten it a couple of days (or more like this entire week).

And for some unknown reason, my vista crashed today when I started it, but after a quick call to the support, some changes in BIOS and a repair.... WORKS again! And got all my photos etc left too! Which I've now saved on an external harddisk...can't be too sure this won't happen again after all.
That's all for now!
 

That's right.
I've joined the step counting people!  I like to think that I'm not quite as extreme as most, as I will only wear the StepCounter(which I got from Dad since he got too many - like 6 or so of them ). In this journal entry, I will post the number of steps I've taken during that day, and hopefully we will see a steady increase, if I can keep focus on this and not accidentally forget it. Then it'll be a - on that day. So in other words; I won't cheat on this one. (though don't expect much of the weekdays :p )

	Monday	Tuesday	Wednesday	Thursday	Friday	Saturday	Sunday
Week1	10914	11896
Week2
Week3
Week4
Week5
Week6
Week7

 Completely snatched by avari_maethor  :)
( The List )

73 of these I've seen, and probably a whole lot more that I both have and the creator of this list hasn't added :p
And I actually own most of these X-marked movies...Though still want to make a complete collection.
And now I'll have to hit the bed or I'll be dead and not get online tomorrow oO 
 

Yes! That's right! 
I'm actually uploading two drawings! 

One is of two cats (was supposed to be foxes at first but somehow turned into cats LOL)
And the other is of Ginny and Hermione in a extra seventh year considering how book seven turned out.

Enjoy! 


( The cats  )

( Ginny/Hermione (PG-13) )